you know the one where you can wake up with some sorta piece of mind, whether it be temporary or not. I haven’t had this feeling since, oh, last year or the year before? but I’ve been feeling that for most of the week. Needing no one, worrying about nothing. Being me, and loving me on the inside. Perfectly accepting of the soured relations between I and certain others. I have to make an effort—for me, to move forward. and that’s exactly what I’m going to do. Now, you can quote me on this if you’d like, but I’m warning you now I’m sure there will be moments that I will falter. it’s inevitable, but one thing I’m NOT doing for anyone anymore? dealing with their bullshit. that’s not for me. cheers to rediscovering myself!
To Kevin Meloche:
I know we don’t really talk anymore, but I remember meeting you online a year or two ago and thinking “what an awesome person!” Now, every time I see you post something I’m always blown away. I don’t even know why. I admire you as a writer and a person, overall. Writing is something I’ve always held dear to me, and to see it done so well and eloquently by a guy is just special. You have so much insight on life, which is what I respect most about you. Your posts always make me smile. If you haven’t been able to guess, I’m always the one leaving you those anons that read “You’re such an honorable person” haha I don’t know what the point of being anon is, really. I just figure I’ll admire you from a distance. It would be awesome having you as an actual friend, because I feel I could relate on so many intellectual levels. Anyways, I’m sounding like a complete creepass, and I guess I’ll hope now you don’t see this :P Well, that’s all. I felt you were just about the only one worthy of this post.